Myself: Are you for real? Years are passing you by and you look at nothing but the past! I hate to repeat myself but you are imprisoning the present in your past and your present has no future!
Me: When my future is colorless and tasteless, and my present is darker than moonless nights and lonelier than loneliness, all I got is my past to look up for a brighter future.
Myself: “Substitute itself becomes more painful than the legitimate suffering it was designed to avoid”
Me: “Deadening ourselves to the pain we can forget the problems that cause pain”
Myself: How many days you've wasted?
Me: I lived countless days with endless emotions. I wasted none.
Myself: Where are wandering to?
Me: She’s the instruction book imprinted in my heart.
Myself: When will move on?
Me: Not yet!
Myself: What if I tell you she moved on?
Me: So? I’m glad she did and I’m happy she found her path.
Myself: What are you trying to prove?
Myself: Don’t you dare and lie to me.
Me: Can I lie?
Myself: You're pathetic.
Me: Tell me about it, I’m happily pathetic
Myself: I know how you feel!
Me: I know.
Myself: And let me break the news to you.
Me: I don’t think I can stop you!
Myself: It’s everyone’s dream!
Me: What's that?
Myself: Everyone wishes to live the fantasy of the ultimate love story and its getting preposterous with you.
Me: It’s not a fantasy! it’s my life reality. I loved and I lived and now that love is keeping me alive and sane.
My sanity: I’m the absentee landlord, keep me out of it and leave me alone.
Myself: I lost you long time ago.
Me: And I found him lingering in the past and embraced him in my present.
My sanity: I’m losing my sanity!
Myself: I’m lost in translation!
Me: You are answering without me asking the questions!